yeah...
I am horrendous at communicating.
I have pretty much always been horrendous at communicating.
Don't get me wrong. At times, I can talk with the best of them. Mostly, I say stupid things. (Half the time, I'm embarrased of the banalities I spew forth.) As far as actually creating understanding in others as to the productions of my mind, I suck.
I think it may all go along with that introverted thing...
Anyhow, I'm pretty psyched that I've discovered that I can kinda write. I feel like I'm finally getting me across.
Yeah.
I have pretty much always been horrendous at communicating.
Don't get me wrong. At times, I can talk with the best of them. Mostly, I say stupid things. (Half the time, I'm embarrased of the banalities I spew forth.) As far as actually creating understanding in others as to the productions of my mind, I suck.
I think it may all go along with that introverted thing...
Anyhow, I'm pretty psyched that I've discovered that I can kinda write. I feel like I'm finally getting me across.
Yeah.
posted by Flipside at 8:50 PM
2 Comments:
Very cool. I'm with your on the whole introversion thing, but I do notice that as I'm getting older, parts of that start falling away. I don't know exactly why, but I imagine it has to do with the passage of time making one more comfortable in his or her own skin. (Unless, of course, it happens to be sunburned skin that stings like crazy and then flakes off all over the place...)
After all, think about most of the "older" people you know...if they're anything like the ones that I do, they couldn't shut up if their lives depended on it. Something about being on this planet for 65+ years seems to engender that "I'm gonna tell you exactly what's on my mind and go into way too much detail doing it" attitude.
Anyway, on a different note, I wouldn't sweat the whole Krystle thing. She just sounds like a kid that is pretty starved for attention and who also has a big crush on you. Knowing the attention span of most kids, I bet it'll pass pretty quickly. (Thankfully also, because she's a kid, you don't have to worry about some crazy stalking ensuing. It's too hard to keep your shrine to said stalkee hidden from your parents and Mom is loathe to drive you by their house at all hours of the day and night.) Seriously, I'm thinking you'll have to tolerate a couple weeks more of love letters and excessive hugging and then she'll move on.
Uh, "girlfriend"? Sounds serious...how come we haven't seen any posts regarding this new development? :^)
Because there are far too many people at my school who didn't really give a crap about me at all last year, except as rumor-mill fodder, who are suddenly way too interested in my personal life. I've had to keep those kind of entries to a minimum since many of them now know about this blog...
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