tears

Last night I went to a wedding. When it was time for the bride to dance with her father, I bawled my eyes out, knowing I'm not ever going to have that moment.

Then I came home and pretty much cried myself to sleep, knowing that I've I've given up everything I thought I ever wanted for the love of my life, who came in the most unexpected of packages, and is everything I never knew I wanted, and more...

I'm ridiculously happy with my relationship. I hit the jackpot when I found her. But sometimes it's just so hard to be the one in love with a girl.